hello Irene it's great to come here and connect with you.I need your help,I am sure you have seen our family is feeling a little ruffled,it's times like this that I miss having a wise God loving mother like yourself.I love you so very much.Ok at times we came head to head,we were both very firm and very stubborn.But you always loved us. you treated my children like the angels that they are,you saw the best in people always. You cared.I am so grateful that you cared and shared.I shall spend the day with you today and every day.I remember when you came to our house,and helped us through a very challenging time,you know,the moment you said ''it's ok,you are not alone'',you lifted my heart.You even came to the house even though you were so ill.You were always honest,when you had something to say,you said it :)I am so grateful to you. I miss our chats,we had awesome chats,we could chat for hours couldn't we :) I am sorry I didn't stay longer at the hospital,I didn't realise you would slip away so soon. It was so strange seeing you in intensive care.I am so glad you are free now.I wonder where and how you are,do you remember us,are you ever with us...Finn saw the image of my mum as we wealked through the church many months ago.strange how I miss the mother who was never really a mother. I have made so many mistakes Irene,and I appreciate your love and strength as each day I devote to being more loving. more caring,more creative...I love you Irene,I know you know that.xx